Montreal, Memory, and Lost Connections

Highlights

Dream Journal Again, many, many dreams But the one that I'm remembering now Is I'm with Lauren and we're moving. We're in a car. Lauren's dad's there and Lauren's mom is there who I haven't met for some reason before. So we're all driving in like three different cars and ultimately I see and we, that we land in Montreal. And Lauren and I go in and Lauren dad drops us off and then leaves and eventually Lauren mom comes out and she says hi and I say hi back but she doesn't recognize who I am and I don't really fully understand if that's her or not and there's also Bill and he's got a little studio next to them and we realized that I'm in the same complex as Lauren's mom and Bill and all of a sudden as we're organizing things Jules Hogan comes out of nowhere and she starts and then Lauren starts crying. All of a sudden, Lauren's gone. I can't find her and I'm in Bill's suite and we're talking. And Jules comes in and she is a I not sure what she does but I'm talking to her, Bill is in front of me, and she starts to tie me up. And… she tells me all the pain that she's had and heartbreak, and that she's about to kill herself. And by the time we start to wrap up the conversation, I realize that my whole left side is tied up. And she tells Bill and tells Bill if he's ever been tied up like that. Eventually I get out of Bill's studio and I look for Lauren and I don't see her anywhere. and then I see her mom and her mom is fully settled in her apartment with a lot of flowers and stuff and then I see Lauren on the couch in the dark she tells me that she been looking for me this whole time I like I been looking for you too And then I get out to the streets of Montreal and I realize I really like it. I like the big city. But then I remember how Lauren's sister lives pretty close to us and what we have to offer is the big wild of BC. That's where we are meant to be, away from all the commotion. And then all of a sudden I'm back in San Francisco and I'm attending a birthday party. And I see my friend Carlo, but I don't realize who it is. And I haven't seen him in six years. and he's looking at me and I'm looking at him like, I don't know this guy. And then I come back from the birthday party back to Montreal and he sends me a message saying, Ish, we have been emailing the last three, four days and you didn't even see me. You didn't say hi to me. And then my dream ends. ^rwhi939437291